October 9th, 2008
Content.
The rules are simple. Just play the game.
You complicate it with your thoughts. You're all over the place.
Just play the game.
Things to look forward to:
- Thanksgiving weekend! I must see you. Let's go to Starbucks.
- Jay Chou concert! Dec 18, Toronto!
- Cancun with my famjam, Carmen+Bonnie's famjam, and some other famjam from NYC that I will meet. Flight departs on December 24th and I come back on the 30th.
Them: (trying to feed me the last four years of their social life)
Me: (when I could finally get a word in) You sure talk about yourself a lot.
Them: I don't really have anything else to talk about.
Me: You could try listening.
Them: ...Oh. Okay. You go.
Me: ...Nevermind.
There's a certain advantage in knowing so much about others while they hardly know you. There are aspects of myself that I can't explain to others, anyway. I can't make them understand all at once. What am I supposed to do? Show them a video clip of us sprinting to a math test?
The people here are different from people I've been around before, but we get along. They make me laugh. Still, I am looking forward to going home and seeing people who understand me. I miss having people who know me.
I have to wake up and get out of this sluggish mood I've been stuck in. Where's my ambition? What, burnt out at 18? That's ridiculous. This is just the beginning. I need to show 'em what I'm made out of.